de-xmas

un-xmasy day
virgin birth thing
is tht my problemo/?

don feel lik wrapping anymore.
clothes not that creative
jim does NOT want clothes

for my b day get me gift cards
too bad
already got the clothes wrapped

shirt and jammer bottoms
too bad
bottom of barreltime.

boo hoo
 and boho as
 well tribecca

from 2012 randis b lank eys frm NS..feb 16th

nances cancerings
 1949 to sr yr

 autumn 1958.
 ma was sik

 for 9 yrs.

growth into old lady

from 20 05. out of nettes business<> right.
alcohol iss s tories <> having mom drink to fight cancer mortality. not mjch fun for her ao;r us. schldjog tellng me randi eyes blank. not there.

gatherings in feb '12

re
rough drafts and old writings
+ teh new partially finished stories of charlotte and myrtle
added to dream scenarios review inner soul workings the
jewish stuff is isti really closer to sha hem??????????

dorts kid

november fall
fibro
mri

oncologist consilt
4 separated things now related

the big picure.

this time, so far out

the sense of," oh hah hah,
i am way out here to startle u!!

was Tide visitor from sUmmer ?
this one time

wallis foggy dusk

sat jan 21--

took my breath away;--
Tide felt like personality.

greeted by
waaay out miniwaves,

feeling startled
surprised me,..

havent seen Them that far out in long time,
maybe never.

bold pot user

yakity

hummingbird
feeder pot frequenter
mid-air
slurpee
flutter
live-dance
sporty
attired

many a day

goes this way

around foray

disant time

rippling

zipping

a new age

for new group

breathing

in- smile
out smile
in maries nephew.

lonely
chat tonite on ph w mc.
mm invites y to nyc.
but i cant walk much i tell her..
aging